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< class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center" align=center><FONT color=#000000><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 华文行楷">爱并痛苦着</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 华文行楷; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-comfficeffice" /><o:p></o:p></SPAN></B></FONT></P>
< class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 华文行楷; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p><FONT color=#000000> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></B></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">夜晚的书房显得分外安静,杯中的菊花茶飘着淡淡的幽香,乳白色的台灯靠着桌角,光线温馨而柔和,一沓纸和一只笔静静的摆在书桌上,只能听到墙上的电子钟在“喀哒,喀哒</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312">……”</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">,有节奏的响着。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">坐在桌前的小柯眯缝着眼睛,双臂交叉抱胸靠坐在椅子上,稍微凌乱的头发,浓黑的眉毛,在灯光的照射下,一张棱角分明的脸略显苍白,高高的鼻梁上架着浅紫色的眼镜,透着中年人特有的沉稳和干练,苦思冥想的样子酷似一座雕像。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">小柯今天晚饭吃的很少,掠下碗筷就一个人走进了书房,从坐在那里开始,一张熟悉的女孩面孔总在脑海里闪现。那是在大学里时的一个女同学,名字叫宁雨,来自南方某大城市一个富裕的家庭,两个人在一个中文系,又都是学生会的干部,由于平时交往的机会多,宁雨渐渐对这个来自北方农村清瘦英俊、透着一身才气的小柯产生了好感。小<?xml:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-comffice:smarttags" /><st1ersonName w:st="on" ProductID="柯是被">柯是被</st1ersonName>老师和同学公认的才子,大二的时候就经常被杂志社约稿,又是学校篮球队的主力,理所当然成为校园里受人羡慕的白马王子。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">宁雨不光聪明睿智,还有着南方女孩那种小家碧玉、玲珑娇媚的秀气,自然柔卷的短发下玉面桃花,一双水汪汪的大眼睛佩上那对圆圆的小酒窝,看上去总是在笑,南方女孩讲普通话有一种特别的韵味儿,唱起歌来会把你带到秀美的江南水乡。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">四年里,宁雨没少帮助这个家庭困难的小柯,帮他整理书稿,替他买饭票,甚至当同学聚会该小柯买单的时候,宁雨总是偷偷的提前把帐付了,惹的一帮同学跟着瞎起哄。就这样,爱的种子渐渐的在两颗年轻的心深深的埋下。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">但是,就在快要毕业分手的时候,宁雨的姑妈从香港飞回来,姑妈说,香港要回归了,准备在刚刚兴起的深圳投资,姑妈没有孩子,决定把宁雨带到香港去帮她。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">校园的夜晚透着深秋的凉意,两个人在飘满落叶的树下整整谈到了午夜,只是亲密依偎着,那时候的大学生不敢有任何越轨的行为,并相互约定十年后香港回归后再见。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">可是,这个浪漫的约定一等就是十七年。也就是在今天的中午,小柯在南方某杂志社的刊物里看到了一篇文章,题目是:“<B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal">逝去的年华</B>”,作者:<B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal">宁雨,</B>字里行间叙述着她们天真浪漫的大学生活。真没有想到,宁雨这么多年还是一个人生活,更没想到,那一幕幕的甜蜜回忆却变成了今天难以割舍的酸楚</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312">……</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">。文章的最后写道:<B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal">我好想你们呀,老同学,请你们给我打个电话吧!电话:</B></SPAN><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312">***********</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">。</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">   </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></B></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">一石激起千重浪,那尘封的记忆让小柯平静多年的心又重新泛起了波澜。手里拿着那本杂志反复看着,眼睛里饱含着泪水,坐在写字台前看着桌上的电话,拿起来又放下,一会起来走到窗前,一会又坐下,为了不让别人打扰,索性把门锁上。小柯心里明白,现在的妻子当初走进他的生活是一种无奈,如果当时不娶这个妻子,他那远在农村的父母和兄弟姐妹就不会走进这个城市,就不会人人有工作,因为岳父当时是这个城市的最高首长,更何况今天自己能够平步青云,多多少少也有岳父的一定的力量。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">尽管是这样,但宁雨才是他心里的真爱,就是在他和妻子新婚之夜的睡梦中宁雨仿佛就在身边,但随着时间逐渐的流逝,小柯心里慢慢的淡忘了过去的一切,天天忙于工作,面对已经习惯而平静的生活,面对文静贤淑的的妻子,面对聪明可爱的女儿,现在能给她打电话吗?告诉她我结婚了,背叛了当初的誓言,求她原谅我</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312">……</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">。整整一个下午他想了很多,实在没有勇气打这个电话。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">这时,不远处大楼顶上的钟声“当!当</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312">!</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">”的响了起来,已经坐了许久的他抬头看看墙上的电子钟,时针正好指向午夜零点,小柯苦笑了一下,摘下眼镜柔了柔眼睛,端起那杯早已凉了的茶水一饮而尽,茶杯重重的放在桌上。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">被惊醒的妻子穿着睡衣过来说道:“那茶已凉了,别喝了,换点热的吧”。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">“是啊,时间太长了,应该凉了,但凉茶更有茶的滋味儿呀!”妻子看着莫名其妙的小柯,叹了一口气,轻轻地关上了书房的门。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">推开窗户,午夜的城市真美,一串串的路灯象美丽的梦幻。此时,小柯的脑子里清醒了许多,想想自己这十多年的奋斗,在国企里养尊处优,虽然干到了一个副处级,但失去的太多</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312">……</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">太多了。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">忽然一阵风凉风吹来,小柯打了个冷战,桌上的纸被吹的满地乱飞。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">第二天,小柯感冒发烧了,这是他有生以来病的最重的一次,妻子天天在医院里伺候他,望着辛辛苦苦、体贴入微的妻子,在一个夜晚他向妻子道出了真情。他躺在那里握着妻子的手,他告诉妻子对不起她,最后,两个人都哭了,善良懂事的妻子并没有责备他,却对他说:“你看咱们多好,该知足了,可那个可怜的宁雨太苦了,你让她足足等了你十七年,有时间给人家打个电话,别让人家再等了。”听了妻子的一席话,小柯一把抱住妻子象孩子似的哭出声来。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">整整在医院住了七天,又在家休养了三天,星期一的早晨,小柯重新走进了办公室,忙活了一天,一切又变的正常起来,可就在快下班的时候,一个常来常往的女同学推开了办公室的门,她叫林静,是爱人的好朋友,也是他和爱人的大红媒。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">“哈哈,病好啦?也没时间去看看你,对不起啦!”一边说着把手中一个精美的纸盒放在了沙发旁。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">“没啥大事,就是感冒,看什么看,这不好好的吗。”小柯说道。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">“还没啥大事?我的大领导,我看见你爱人了,他什么都跟我说了,哎!真没想到,你对这个宁雨这么痴情。”林静说着坐在了沙发上。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">两个人沉默了一会,只听林静缓缓的说道:“其实宁雨已经来过三次了,我一直没告诉你,怕给你带来麻烦,这不,上个月我在机场送她的时候一起照的像。”说着把照片递了过去。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">照片上的宁雨比以前瘦了,不再是那个短发的小女生,长长的秀发披在肩上,俏美的脸上戴着一副浅粉色的眼镜,显得更洋气,更有韵味儿,微微歪着头,淡淡的笑着。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">“哎!我该走了,看够了没有,把照片给我,放你那我怕出事。”林静一把夺过照片,嘻嘻哈哈的说道:“这是宁雨送给你女儿的礼品,这还有封信,我走后你慢慢的看吧,不过可别再闹情绪啦,哈哈,再见!”转身走了。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32.15pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">   </SPAN></SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">你好!</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></B></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32.15pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">多想用那两个字再称呼你呀,可我知道我失去了那个权利。</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></B></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32.15pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">我们从学校分手后,和姑妈一同去了香港,后又在英国读完了研究生和经济学博士,你知道吗,黄昏后的莱茵河畔那一对对情侣相依相偎曾勾起</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312">……(</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">略</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312">)<o:p></o:p></SPAN></B></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32.15pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">回国要做的第一件事我就去找你,可当我知道你另有他爱已经成家的时候,我要崩溃了,自己一个人躲在宾馆里哭了三天</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312">……(</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">略</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312">)<o:p></o:p></SPAN></B></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32.15pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">第二次我来到这个城市的时候,我终于理解了你,我知道你为了你那个贫穷的家,做出了和我一样,甚至超过我的牺牲,现在看来你的选择是理智和现实的,我知道你的妻子和林静在一个单位工作,我曾见过她,她很善良,也很漂亮,是一个好的妻子。</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></B></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32.15pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">别忘恩,好好待她,听说你有一个很可爱的女儿,可惜我没见过她,从香港给她带来一个礼品</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312">(</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">会说话的洋娃娃</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312">)</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">,方便的时候交给她,她会喜欢的,别说是我送的。</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></B></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32.15pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">姑妈年龄大了,一直住在英国,我必须去照顾她,这一去又不知道多长时间才能回来,所以这次回来和所有的同学道一次久别,有事的话可以给我打电话,不想直接告诉你电话号码,那样不好,林静那有我新换的电话号码。现在多好哇,通讯这么发达,当初如果这样方便我们俩也不致于</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312">……(</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">略</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312">)<o:p></o:p></SPAN></B></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32.15pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">别为我耽心,在英国象我这样的单身女人多的是,那是真正的单身贵族,我会慢慢开心起来的,最后一个请求,在信的末尾处,吻一下我的名字好吗?</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></B></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32.15pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p><FONT color=#000000> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></B></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32.15pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">                                </SPAN></SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">宁雨</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"> </SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">吻</SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></B></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32.15pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p><FONT color=#000000> </FONT></o:p></SPAN></B></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">在“<B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal">宁雨</B></SPAN><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"> </SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">吻”</SPAN></B><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">的名字上清晰的印着一个血红的女人唇印。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">此时,四十出头的汉子泪水犹如泉涌,当他看到宁雨那个鲜血一样唇印的时候,失声痛哭,双手发疯的似的拍打着沙发。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">已经下班,单位里没人了,天渐渐黑了下来,小柯也哭累了,他抽搐着把那个盒子打开,把洋娃娃立了起来了,忽然,洋娃娃稚声稚气的说了一句话:“</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312">I LOVE YOU</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">”</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 32pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">小柯一惊,慢慢的站起身来,拿上那封信步履蹒跚的走下楼去,打了一台出租车直奔母校,在那棵曾经和宁雨分手的大树下,双手捧着那封信久久地吻着,久久的吻着</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312">……</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体">。</SPAN><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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会慢慢开心起来的,。。。。。。。。。。。

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原帖由 李昀晟 于 2009-4-23 22:55 发表
会慢慢开心起来的,。。。。。。。。。。。

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痛苦并爱着。

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原帖由 雪地银狐 于 2009-5-3 19:34 发表
痛苦并爱着。

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痛苦并快乐着

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痛苦并快乐着

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