只到静时方爱僧 终知空门意味长
<p><font color=#5a5a5a><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体> </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US> </span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">人是经不得热闹的，在红尘斑斓中，很多人看起来就特别肤浅和可笑。杯盏交错间，没了矜持收敛；打拼腾达的路上，总会把澹泊悠远的心境当做生命中的一种奢侈。</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体> </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US> </span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></span></font></p><p><font color=#5a5a5a><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体> </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US> </span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">其实，我们也有安静的时候，到了夜晚，回到家中，耳边响起唱机那悠扬的哼唱时，就觉得白天的怒气勃发、焦躁操切、妒忌虚荣是多么可笑。守着静谧的夜色，听首拨撩情绪的曲子，喝一杯淡茶，燃一支烟，宽容地回味着白天的所失去的，暗暗地责备自己的尖酸。这一切，宁静、悠然，也有些无可奈何的苦涩，但我很是喜欢此时的心境。所以，这时引用一首李涉的诗再合适不过了。 </span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></span></font></p>
<p><font color=#5a5a5a><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体> </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US> </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体>“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">终日昏昏醉梦间，忽闻春尽强登山。 </span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></span></font></p>
<p><font color=#5a5a5a><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体> </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US> </span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">因过竹院逢僧话，又得浮生半日闲。</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体>”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US> </span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></span></font></p>
<p><font color=#5a5a5a><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体> </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US> </span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">当然，儒教文化浸染的读书人，从古至今，真正能枯守寺庵听佛禅僧语的，又有几人？又有谁心甘情愿地退隐山林？历代先贤中，虽有陶渊明、王维、杜牧、苏轼等等</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体>……</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">他们中有的归隐田园，有的吟诵佛道，却都不是出于内在的选择。 </span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></span></font></p>
<p><font color=#5a5a5a><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体> </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US> </span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">中国文化可以归纳为</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体>“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">儒</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体>”“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">道</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体>”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">互补或</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体>“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">儒</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体>”“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">佛</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体>”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">互补。翻翻史籍，多少杰出的文人士子，他们的心灵世界一化为二。当进入社会角色时，当仕途坦荡时，孔子的那种诛乱臣贼子、克己复礼的儒家精神，</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体>“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">舍我其谁</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体>”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">的豪气，</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体>“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">我辈岂是蓬篙人</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体>”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">的傲气，一股脑地涌上心头，儒家的进取而积极的态度，盘踞着他们的心灵。这时的佛道，他们是提都不想提，就象我们曾唾弃</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体>“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">小资情调</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体>”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">一样，厌恶得不行。 </span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></span></font></p>
<p><font color=#5a5a5a><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体> </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US> </span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">可是，当社会在抗拒他们的时候，当英雄无用武之地的时候，当不再有大干一场的忙碌时，不再有案牍劳心、应酬伤形的热闹时，正如杜牧所云：</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体>“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">清时有味是无能，闲爱孤云静爱僧。</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体>” </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US> </span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">这时，他们才发现，佛道神仙的清闲也是不错，虽清淡得有些苦涩。在澹泊的山林田园、寺庙佛堂，山泉涤荡身形，梵音清澈心智中，就让儒教的现世成功，名留青史见鬼去吧。 </span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></span></font></p>
<p><font color=#5a5a5a><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体> </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US> </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体>“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">终知空门意味长</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体>”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">。那总是我们寺门外的一种临渊羡鱼的心情而已。这只是在情绪低落时，在暂时的灰心中，一种欲走还留的彷徨。闲适中享清福，宁静中度余生，这决不是大多数中国文人的心理。 </span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></span></font></p>
<p><font color=#5a5a5a><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US><font face=宋体> </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312" lang=EN-US> </span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">现在，我想起自己每日的心路历程，对自己情绪、心态的变化与反差，找到了一丝安慰。这些年来，得意时的心智膨胀、言行夸张，失意时的自怜自伤、顾影黯然。但日子就这样过着，情绪逐渐地平稳，心智不断成熟。 </span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></span></font></p>
<p><font color=#5a5a5a><font face=宋体><span lang=EN-US> </span>所以，我能理解古人们时而慷慨、时而消沉的矛盾，深谙他们左右为难的苦恼。我们不都这样吗？忙起来就成了儒学之士，奔走激昂。静下来又想起了僧道的淡语如云。这种文人的心理分裂，我喜欢。</font></font></p>
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